Thursday, September 23, 2010


The commitment paper is signed and sent. I'm going into this case with a totally different outlook. The blinders were ripped off my eyes and I'm questioning everything. I'm hypervigilant and untrusting. Of course, when I talk to the birthmother, I'll be sweet and understanding...

I need to stay positive. I know myself. I'll soften. Already, when I drop my guard for a second, I get so excited I dance around and laugh and dream of being with our new baby.

1 comment:

  1. It's all part of your family journey - your journey to your baby and your baby's journey to you. It may be this baby, it may be another baby, but it's going to happen. Ommmmmmm.